I am having one of those nights where I keep reflecting on the past 12 months and realizing just how much everything has changed. My whole life has shifted in many respects, partially because I’m growing up, partially because the people have shifted around and partially because life simply has to change. And yet, there are still constants, things that rarely change, some of which are good, some not so good and some just there. I cannot help but realize how different life is and realize that life right now is something that I’m truly enjoying. Something clicked and I like it. I like this place, and even though I know that it will so soon change so much, that’s ok with me. Life has to change and I know that, but I know the work I need to do to keep certain constants constant and I’ll do whatever I have to. It’s worth it. Because frankly, life is worth it. And that sentence alone is something that I have not thought in a long, long time. I’m so happy and content and I know change is imminent and that’s cool, I am ok with it. Though ask me again in a month and I promise you, I’ll hate change more than anything, that that’s fair I think.
- don’t think about a magic reveal
- don’t even hope for one
- I don’t care if Merlin is doing magic three inches away from Arthur’s face as Arthur freaking blinks
- there will be
and then if there is I will be crying tears of joy and dancing and shit
but if there isn’t
“crying tears of joy and dancing and shit”
now THAT sounds painful.