We haven’t spoken, really talked, in months. Tomorrow is my birthday, I’m not sure if you remember that. I found out today that you made a cake for Ali’s birthday, which was four months ago. It took all my strength to keep from crying, since you haven’t said one word to me about my birthday. I…
Things like this make me so glad that both times I got that person back in my life. The pain of losing a best friend is real - but the joy of knowing they’re back in your life? That’s just amazing.
I love you
Please shut up. I did fine on everything I’ve handed in. I will do fine on my finals. I am going to be ok at the end of this year. I’m not going to lose sone friends because of the time before I see then again or because it’s been so long this time. I am going to be fine in Calgary - surely he’s no longer there. I am stressed out but life will be fine. I will figure out what to do with it.
In short - I am content and ok right now. Just please, shut up so I can get to know what it’s like to sleep again. I miss it greatly.
The one who will surely lose her mind if this continues.
I cannot sleep to save my life. Its awful. However I studied for a couple of the hours and then decided to read some more of Jodi Picoult’s most recent book (‘sing Me Home’). I finished it. I bawled like 30 times while reading this book you guys. I haven’t done that since I read My Sisters Keeper. This book is absolutely amazing. Sleepless night well spent.
Now I an going to try sleep again. Maybe I’ll get a little and not be a complete zombie tomorrow.